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Pardon the dust!

by Valerie on February 5, 2010 · 1 comment

I’m finally revamping my blog! It always takes me a couple of days to get it right. Or I just give up, hah. Either way, I’ll make a nice update when I get it all done. Now that I’ve made the background and shifted some stuff around, on to make a new header and other fun things.

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some inspiration…

by Valerie on February 3, 2010 · 2 comments

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.  Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.  It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.  We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?  … Your playing small doesn’t serve the world.  There’s nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you.  We are all meant to shine, as children do.  … It’s not just in some of us, it’s in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same.  As we’re liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

Nelson Mandela

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Finding Your Style

by Valerie on January 25, 2010 · 1 comment

A while back, while trying to figure out how to decorate our bedroom, I took a “find your style” quiz on homegoods.com.  The results were not surprising to me at all.  Here are the results:

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I really love the colors that were chosen.  I’d also like to add white in there as well.  A lot of the colors decorating our apartment fall into that spectrum, minus the office.  The office, even though I use it more than Brett, was kind of my compromise with Brett to allow red into our home.  I don’t operate well with the color red, mostly because I feel too energized or something by it.  I definitely don’t want it in any place where we would sleep.

Yes, I am one of those freaks that believes that color can influence mood.  :)

I haven’t worked on any of my DIY projects that I had planned to do over Christmas break.  I need to prioritize my time and actually do something.  I would feel better if I got things accomplished.  Brett is also starting to nag at me about hanging things on the wall… which I don’t do without careful planning.  I’m a procrastinator, so I don’t want to even think about planning out where to hang things.

Brett grew up in a very santitary feeling home without pictures or decor on the wall (strange to me, someone who grew up with TOO much stuff decorating the house to the point of feeling cluttered), so he really values homey-things-on-the-wall decor while I would rather live in a white box with white linens and decorations, haha.  This is definitely a sticking point for us, and often times we get agitated toward each other about something silly like hanging crap on the walls!

Our bedroom has an overabundance of white, which makes me giddy and relaxed.  Brett says he likes it, but I don’t know if he’s being totally honest, haha.  When I suggest bringing in something white to hang on the walls, he gets a look on his face like, “Crap, more white?  How can you stand it?”  I do plan on making our headboard with grey-blue linen though, and perhaps sewing a few grey pillows.  I know it sounds boring to a lot of people, but since we live in a small space, I can’t make it feel smaller with dark colors.

What colors do you use to decorate your home?  Do you find you gravitate toward a certain color pallet like mine above (I truly would love to decorate our entire home in those colors, but I think Brett would die)?

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a new semester.

by Valerie on January 20, 2010 · 1 comment

Like I promised, here’s a little update on my classes this semester.  I’m only taking two, so I’m hoping I can pick up a part-time job as well to help out with finances.  I want to save a few thousand dollars this year, but it just isn’t feasible unless I have a job too.  That’s for a different post  though!

I’m taking Tennessee history and French.  I think my homework load is definitely going to be minimal, especially in the Tenneessee history class.  So far it seems to be a little dry because of the lecture style of my professor.  I will give him the benefit of the doubt since he is currently recovering from bronchitis.

I only have four grades in the class, so I have to do well on exams.  It shouldn’t be a huge problem since my test anxiety has greatly reduced from its previous levels.  I’m a lot more confident than I used to be about taking exams.  Woot.

I love my French class, especially since I have the same teacher as I had last semester.  I don’t enjoy the people as much this time around.  There are a lot more people in this class (~25 versus the 11 of last semester).  There are two women in my class from last semester, so I sit with them now and feel a lot more comfortable with speaking.  It’s still difficult to really feel confident in a foreign language though.

You’ll notice the lack of a photography class.  I personally feel like this is a good thing, but I’m sure others will disagree.  I enjoy photography and I still want to spend my life doing it, but screw those classes.  I can be a self-learner!

Strangely, I’ve had an easier time with talking to people in general and might be on my way to making a couple of friends.  This is good news, haha.

It was quite a bit easier to return to school after a month-long break instead of a two year break.  I didn’t want to go the first day, but now that I’m getting back into that routine, I’m feeling less “uggggh, do I have to?” about it.

Hopefully finding a job, even one that doesn’t pay the best, won’t be too difficult.  I’m not looking to make a career out of whatever job I get. :)

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Je Suis Une Feuille – Renan Luce

January 15, 2010

Aurais-je imaginé que je trouverai là
Une mine de stylo plantée sur ma peau oh oh
Les yeux de mon bourreau qui ne me quittent pas
Ma blancheur lui fais peur je sais qu’il cherche ses mots oh oh
Je suis une feuille blanche je ne demandais rien
Qu’à rester sur mon arbre et attendre la fin
Moi j’aimais le vent [...]

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Tell me something I don’t already know!

January 14, 2010

As I briefly mentioned in my last post, I started Weight Watchers.  Technically I’ve been doing it since before Christmas, but I lost my way over the holidays.  It’s so hard to avoid overeating during the holidays, especially if you are blessed with family that knows how to cook.
As part of WW, I’ve taken silly [...]

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On Being Kind to Yourself

January 11, 2010

I’m not kind to myself.  At all.  My inner dialogue is too scary for me to publicly talk about, so I’ll just leave it as I’m utterly atrocious to myself.
That being said, it might be surprising that I’m trying to change how I treat myself.  I’m trying to spoil my body, my skin, and my [...]

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The first snow of 2010

January 7, 2010

This is the snow that we got today.  Barely a dusting and the entire Middle Tennessee region has shut down.

There’s my sexy Mazda3 covered with a fine layer of snow.
This overreaction to snow isn’t unusual to me.  When I lived in East Tennessee, every time there would be a threat of snow, the county in [...]

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My Kooky Sister

January 5, 2010

My sister is awesome.  Why?  Because she lets me take pictures like this and post them all over the internet.  Thanks, sis. ;)

There are a lot of other pictures that I took that I will eventually get up.  I have to get motivated and do all my photo editing in the morning, or otherwise I [...]

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What’s This?

January 4, 2010

(1/3/2010)
Ah, what’s this strange image?
Well… it’s just a piece of wall art in progress. It’s hanging out on the wall between our bedroom and the bathroom, which probably means nothing to 99% of my blog readers, haha.
I’ll eventually get it finished, but it’s one step at a time.  It’s a big deal that I even [...]

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